Observing True Dysfunction from the Point of View of First Person An exciting and plausible theme no purchase deemed nessasery Viewing the Voyeur is Free Take into Consideration An Opiate Vacation When living in a dream within a dream Lucidity Is a Non neccesity A bowl of Milk A cup of Cream Prescription Pads Invisible Ink Transforming the Dull with Vivid Imagery Blue Purple Pink Pill Bottles Made Into Child Proof Baby Rattles Orange Yellow Green Aluminum Foil plastic Baggies Empty Bottles and Glass Pipes Pushing to pull Oily Residue Leaving you empty Stealing your youth Attempting to Feel Off a Life Unfulfilled Bottles of Wine Now Fun Sized Ready to Drink Easy to Hide Makes you feel good Makes you feel fine Grab a bottle and Go Socialize hear the clink clink clink of the wind chime As you take off your coat and hang it to dry The best part of the Day has yet to arrive Lay down in bed Relax your eyes Waiting to sleep like the dead While dreaming of life With the help of pain Meds Consciousness Subsides Relinquishing Needs and Silencing Crys The ceasing of thoughts Kills the will to survive Instinctional Goals Eat Fuck Fight Provide Instead of the struggle End the Plight Kill the Void with a Butcher Knife No need to feel guilty No need to cry End the timeline The circle of life It's okay Darling Everyone Dies

Day Three of the Three Day Cycle

Greatness I Am Bowing Down to Me the World is for My use Only I Regress Constantly on the Comedown I Am Failure to Complete the Things Now I'm doing Now Always Moving Shifting Squirming Warming Duldrums turn to Temper Tantrums Exibit A on The kitchen Floor Attention Whore Never to be ignored I proceed Oh look It's me Worshipping Collection Plate Knees Always On My mind Never Sleeps Never Fails to make a peep Constantly in My Mind Planning Things Obsessively Must Reorganize My cabnitry must sweep up Falling leaves Must Clean Must Clean Must CLEAN SHHH, shh, shh, Girl, The Bugs in the Wall can hear you think